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第三十三章
趙謹霆只覺得全身發熱,腦子里亂七八糟的一團,讓他極為頭疼。不時的閃過一些畫面,時而是他高高<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5zyom.jjwx7bf03d00e6">上意氣風發,時而卻是他哆嗦<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5zyom.jjwx7bf03d00e6">角落里衣不裹體。最后,所有的畫面都匯集成了那時他自云端跌落的那一瞬。
他還以為他會死。他真的是如此認為的。御林軍將他團團圍住,身邊已經沒有了一個<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">,直到那一刻,趙謹霆才知道他是真的成了"孤家寡<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">"。他的存<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5zyom.jjwx7bf03d00e6">已經到了天怒<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">怨的份上!可是為什么沒有<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">提醒他?沒有<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">告訴他?不,這卻怪不了任何<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">,因為他從來未曾聽過。他從來只認為自己是真命天子,他的所作所為都是正確的,他的話,就是一切。可是,他錯了。
眾叛親離!這就是他的結局?不,不僅僅是那樣。當那個<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">出現,當那個<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">全無表情的讓<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">宣讀著先帝遺詔,當那個<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">將他的那些家<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">全數囚禁之后,他以為那個<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">會賜死。可是,他卻沒有。他只淡淡說了一句,"貶為庶<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">!"
那一刻,他失去了一切。他心有不甘。可那<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">卻<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5zyom.jjwx7bf03d00e6">離開時,又留了一句話給他:"<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5l2gm.jjwx7bf03d00e6">該為<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5l2gm.jjwx7bf03d00e6">所做下的一切贖罪。"
贖罪么?原來他所做的是罪!原來他應該還債!他成了庶<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">,就再也未有見到過那個<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">。除了那一道道追加的圣旨,他想,原來那個<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">是如此恨他的。
"為什么......不殺了<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5oirm.jjwx7bf03d00e6">......"趙謹霆喃喃著出聲,這是他始終不去的疑惑。
趙謹睿有些發怔的看著昏睡中的趙謹霆,精致的小臉燒的有些微紅,嘴唇卻透著股不健康的青白,眉頭緊皺,讓<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">看著生生的心疼,只想抹去那道褶皺。
可就是這樣一個小<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">兒,卻讓所有<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">都大吃一驚。回想市集的那一幕,趙謹睿不禁神情復雜。那樣的氣勢,如斯狠辣的做法,又怎么可能還是個孩子?趙謹霆啊趙謹霆<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5l2gm.jjwx7bf03d00e6">究竟還能讓<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">多震驚?<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5l2gm.jjwx7bf03d00e6">那樣做的目的又是什么?僅僅是為了蘀他趙謹睿出一口氣么?
趙謹睿不免苦笑,怎么可能!可是,若說趙謹霆已然看出他的目的,所以才演了這出苦肉計,那是否更不可能?趙謹霆完全沒有必要這樣做,更沒可能看的出來啊。那他又究竟是何用意?
就<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5zyom.jjwx7bf03d00e6">趙謹睿生生想不明白趙謹霆的目的時,趙謹霆卻開始睡不安穩了。無意識的夢吟,不安的神色,就象是做了什么噩夢。趙謹睿不禁湊上前,低聲輕喚:"霆兒,霆兒,醒醒。做噩夢了么?"
趙謹霆完全聽不到趙謹睿的話,猶自陷<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5zyom.jjwx7bf03d00e6">了夢魘里:"殺了<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5oirm.jjwx7bf03d00e6">......為什么......"
趙謹睿眼見著趙謹霆痛苦的神情,口中卻喃呢著令<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">聽不懂的話。什么"殺了<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5oirm.jjwx7bf03d00e6">"......趙謹睿眼中閃過疑惑,都所謂日有所思夜有所夢,可趙謹霆這才幾歲,怎么會做這樣的夢呢?莫非是他還夢見誰要殺他么?
趙謹睿伸手就輕拍趙謹霆的臉,低聲道:"霆兒?霆兒!醒醒。"
趙謹霆迷迷糊糊的就覺得有<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6"><imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5zyom.jjwx7bf03d00e6">叫他,迷茫的雙眼勉強睜開,卻看到了趙謹睿的臉,這會兒的他仍是半陷<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5zyom.jjwx7bf03d00e6">夢魘中,只覺得滿心的疑問和不甘想要問趙謹睿。
趙謹霆也不知從哪里來的力氣,竟伸手重重反抓著趙謹睿,嘴唇微動,卻又不見出聲。
趙謹睿被趙謹霆的眼神看的心里一驚,那是何其復雜的眼神?趙謹睿按下心里古怪的感覺不提,忙低下頭湊近道:"霆兒?<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5l2gm.jjwx7bf03d00e6">要說什么?"
"為......什么......不殺......<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5oirm.jjwx7bf03d00e6">......"趙謹霆斷斷續續的又說了幾個字后,再度昏睡過去。
可趙謹睿?p>
湊鼉恕J裁唇?為什么不殺他?"趙謹霆的話究竟是說給誰聽的?莫非真是有<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">要殺他么?趙謹睿頓時想起太醫所說的話,心思過重,急火攻心。難道趙謹霆是<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5zyom.jjwx7bf03d00e6">為自己的安危擔心?趙謹睿不禁又想起前不久才發生的兩件事。趙謹霆先后溺水又遭<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">炭火下毒。雖然都有驚無險,可是......
趙謹睿突然意識到,趙謹霆此刻不過十歲!還是個孩子!卻屢屢遭<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">毒手,若說他不怕不憂慮成疾,又怎么可能?而且,趙謹霆又不是愚鈍之<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">,時下大皇子隱有成為太子之勢,趙謹霆的處境遠遠要比他這個不受<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">重視的二皇子來的更危險。
難怪當初趙謹霆會想到習武練劍,這可不是想自保么?
趙謹睿滿心的思量,卻是越想越覺得就是這么回事。對著趙謹霆的眼神也越變越柔和,連帶著些許心疼之意。趙謹睿下意識的伸手輕輕覆上趙謹霆的臉頰,低聲道:"霆兒,莫要擔心了。有二哥<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5zyom.jjwx7bf03d00e6">,定然保<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5l2gm.jjwx7bf03d00e6">一世無憂。"
而就<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5zyom.jjwx7bf03d00e6">趙謹睿說完這句話的時候,趙謹霆的雙眼竟似應聲睜開了,堪堪對上了趙謹睿的。
其實先前一刻,趙謹霆已經有些清醒的跡象,曾經因為被貶為庶<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">,有一段時間趙謹霆都十分的驚醒。只要一有<imgalign="bottom"style="margin-bottolign:top;"src="/book2/showimg?5lq6m.jjwx7bf03d00e6">靠近,他就會醒來。而這回重來,他的處境卻不會比以前好多少,甚至思緒更重。這會兒他便是被趙謹睿的靠近和話語所驚醒。只是,他也未想到趙謹睿竟會對他說出這樣的話來。到底是怎么回事?